besided being sad about Onyx, i had a horrible day.
i cried in the courtyard of my school, but my friends comforted me... all but one. my besf friend ignored me the whole day. during lunch, when i saw her she told me she didnt want to be anywhere near me because she didnt want to get depressed too.

i wanted to say something, but i didnt know what to say. i cried, and walked away from her.
when i really need her, she was not there. i wanted her to comfort me, but she was didnt.
if she feels that for her own good that she needs to stay away from me, then im fine with that. i want her to be happy, and even if it means to stay away from me.
i still really care for her, and as long as this was what she prefered, then im ok with it. i still love her.
im sad about something else too.
my freaken cousin. he came over for dinner, and we were talking about Christmas gifts. last year i gave my family members each a copied piece of my art, and this year i wanted to do the same, just with completely new drawings. my cousin didnt say anything. (btw, he is like 30, so he drives me places a lot if i need him) i was like, whut??? u dont like it??
and he said he didnt like it at all. he didnt want a drawing from me, he said my art doesnt take time or talent to do.
i almost went on a rant, but i didnt.
so i walked away.....
im tired of people ignoring or not liking me. its happened a lot this week and last week. it suks D>
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I've spent my whole life trying and preparing my future so my dreams will be realized. But i know now that no matter how much I work for them, they will never come true~~~Aoi
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Hoping to join the sugar-rush-army
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I've spent my whole life trying and preparing my future so my dreams will be realized. But i know now that no matter how much I work for them, they will never come true~~~Aoi
So how are you?
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Have you no fear, honor, or respect? No, i didnt think so, but you have pride, do you not? Your pride shall destroy you, you know. It may seem harmless but one day it will take away the thing you love most..........~~~Minty Fresh
Tsume is lucky then
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I've spent my whole life trying and preparing my future so my dreams will be realized. But i know now that no matter how much I work for them, they will never come true~~~Aoi
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Have you no fear, honor, or respect? No, i didnt think so, but you have pride, do you not? Your pride shall destroy you, you know. It may seem harmless but one day it will take away the thing you love most..........~~~Minty Fresh
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"A synonym is a word you use when you can't spell the word you first thought of." - Burt Bacharach
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I've spent my whole life trying and preparing my future so my dreams will be realized. But i know now that no matter how much I work for them, they will never come true~~~Aoi
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Have you no fear, honor, or respect? No, i didnt think so, but you have pride, do you not? Your pride shall destroy you, you know. It may seem harmless but one day it will take away the thing you love most..........~~~Minty Fresh
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I've spent my whole life trying and preparing my future so my dreams will be realized. But i know now that no matter how much I work for them, they will never come true~~~Aoi
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Have you no fear, honor, or respect? No, i didnt think so, but you have pride, do you not? Your pride shall destroy you, you know. It may seem harmless but one day it will take away the thing you love most..........~~~Minty Fresh
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I've spent my whole life trying and preparing my future so my dreams will be realized. But i know now that no matter how much I work for them, they will never come true~~~Aoi
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Have you no fear, honor, or respect? No, i didnt think so, but you have pride, do you not? Your pride shall destroy you, you know. It may seem harmless but one day it will take away the thing you love most..........~~~Minty Fresh
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'A passion for horses is as endless as the clouds.'
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I've spent my whole life trying and preparing my future so my dreams will be realized. But i know now that no matter how much I work for them, they will never come true~~~Aoi
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Have you no fear, honor, or respect? No, i didnt think so, but you have pride, do you not? Your pride shall destroy you, you know. It may seem harmless but one day it will take away the thing you love most..........~~~Minty Fresh
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I've spent my whole life trying and preparing my future so my dreams will be realized. But i know now that no matter how much I work for them, they will never come true~~~Aoi
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Have you no fear, honor, or respect? No, i didnt think so, but you have pride, do you not? Your pride shall destroy you, you know. It may seem harmless but one day it will take away the thing you love most..........~~~Minty Fresh
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I've spent my whole life trying and preparing my future so my dreams will be realized. But i know now that no matter how much I work for them, they will never come true~~~Aoi
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